Not in life but in Mind

With you I fell into what felt like hope,

A change in life that few find so early,

To fantasize together of being with one another,

Having chests swollen with only truth,

For hands clasps and fingers interlinked,

Leaving my heart racing just with a thought,

Of what may or what could be,

Because for you I fell,

Harder than anything I experience,

And still with each breath you linger,

Not in my life but in my mind,

How tears do not extinguish this feeling,

Each day seems only to be an exacerbation of my soul,

A reminder but remembered as how I could feel,

Because without this clinch on my heart,

I wouldn't know the limit,

Of which I could feel. 

Hooked Far Above

Thoughts are strung upon wire,

Hanging just over the surface of this water,

The gallows they call,

For deep within irks an uncertainty,

To be void of this compassion,

One that drove itself off the pier,

And upon the wire it all hung,

Ready to embrace that which was unwilling,

To let go,

To release all tethers that bind this soul,

The consuming feeling of never knowing,

To attain the closure,

And be released back into the gallows,

Where all living things may lay in wait,

Until they are called upon once more,

To an unforeseen future,

All in hope of never needed to be strung along,

Steadfast for an emotion thought interrupted

Nature's Purity

To the night that was not silent,

With thunderous roll of the wind you swept,

Drops of rain concealed our sight,

So that all we see is the storm.

The Grimace

There are days that seems to have their ways of tearing me down, 

Throwing me around without the common decency of telling me why,

Why am I reminded of those feels when I thought them gone,

Long forgotten in the long winded eternal point where I never am graced to say goodbye,

How you laugh in your place that seems so far above my own,

Almost to make me look up and feel the wrenched feeling once more,

Without true words to speak and nothing to quell this idea,

This thought of you that irks me to the point of breaking,

Yet I can go on without you because you aren't the piece I thought you to be,

And though I wish it,

I never wished for you and I to become like this,

This silent spectator. 

In Light of Dreams

Through the light I tried to see,

See beyond the point in which I already knew,

Shallow the water was,

Though as I wallowed there,

Trudging towards some form of residence,

Falterd by desire for something that seemed unattainable,

Charismatic I may have been,

But destain left my pallet salted and ashed,

Who was this being I was trying to become,

Beyond the pinnacle of what was ideal,

Further than down in my soul it pulsed,

Something alive and well,

Captivated by a fleeting dream,

An idea lost in the light of what it is,

Scattered into the unknown,

Only to be known as desire

For my most cherished,

Seduced and enthralled,

Into your arms I fell,

Without a care or worry,

Committed and invested,

My heart was beating for you,

My chest swelled in your presence,

Now only my stomach turns,

My chest tightens and my breathing slows,

For love was all to real,

Only to be ripped away,

Put in a box and never glanced at again,

The way my heart feels,

Echoes to my very being,

No one had known me like you did,

In the end you were already gone,

And I was still waiting,

Hand extended awaiting your graceful touch

Lighting Desire

Fire of my desire,

How pure you burn even when close,

To flicker in the wind,

Sending your ember high,

Only to warm the embrace,

Longingly yearned for,

To share the warmth,

This ideal of safety,

Is stricken from the pages,

Of a story long since never told,

Where a man would stand for testament,

Not only to himself,

But to his beloved right beside him,

For beyond ones self,

There is a love burning true in the night

Loving Agony

If my heart only had to break once,

It would have been for you,

Standing alone in the cold,

That is where I waited,

Waiting for a sign in the sky written in lights,

The light of the stars telling me,

Trying to tell me that you,

You were never coming,

That this whole idea in my mind is a lie,

Confounded in myself,

In you I still only see what I want,

And what I want is nothing like what you do,

My world,

My life,

Would all be surrendered upon your lips,

So if my heart were to break,

It was never meant for you to take

Behold the Galaxy

Who knew the galaxy could behold such a woman,

Thought to be a dream,

Nothing more than fiction or a figment of my own imagination,

Yet before you stand,

Breathless you make me when you say my name,

How I adore the blush on yours cheeks and the way you giggle,

Nothing could prevent me from falling more intertwine,

If ever love was embodied,

It would be in you,

For beautiful does not begin to describe how mesmerizing you are. 

Forever

For you I would,

Take a leap and risk the fall,

With you,

I stand tall and known I have you right beside,

Together I only know happiness,

For with you I would be,

Forever yours. 

Harmonious

When it hits you like a truck,

A blow least felt to the heart,

Glimmering the moment seems,

As all will be attained in a single moment,

When lips first touch,

And hearts flutter as hands clasp,

Together in the infinite moment,

Light shining upon two,

Feeling as one,

Harmonious

Lunar Love

You are my stars and moon,

and I am your wolf,

I will always call to you,

so you know that my love for you is true.

Smite

To catch fire,
Like you made me do,
To extinguish how high I held you,
Shelter and a home I gave,
And pushed away in return is how you reacted,
Passively becoming distant and cold,
Your heart did not speak true to who you were,
But who you became,
Is nothing more than fire to me,
Eventually you will burn out and there will be another,
Smite

Reaching

Every night is lustful,
Bringing in the bounty which we fester for,
Their hands lurch out,
Only to see what they had salivated over now gone,
Just a brisk meeting with temptation

Love Lost in Life

Life may seem over,

But you have to bring your head up,

Time to nut up or shut up,

Fight for what you desire and find your words,

That gravity of it all will bring others to their knees,

But you stand strong and alone,

The wind sweeping forever around your feet,

Weak knees and weak moments make us all worry,

Worry about the matter of which we all are,

All destined to find something after this life,

To move on and to feel your heart throb,

I can only take one breath at a time,

Only to find all these things are no longer in mind,

No longer strong,

No longer weak,

Just living a life that can only get brighter every day. 

Diving to Awakening

Standing at the edge of this ravine,
Heart beating firmly in my chest,
Overwhelming thoughts push the fall ever closer,
As life tethers on the brink,
With a breath held a jump was given,
Only to feel life coarse again,
As cold water becoming disturbed

Ignorance in Bliss

Infamous and insolence,
Hand in hand they go,
Trotting down the merry way,
Never minding the fear that lingers near.

Empathy

Scattered ashes of my fallen,
To sweep and swirl in a fit,
Converge and divulge in chaos,
Reigns upon the heels of mine,
Yanking at heart strings once thought numb.

Sage of Sorrow

In the sorrow and rage that fill this page,
Sets the stage to which this battle will be fought,
Know that nothing that was taught will be present for this,
And be sure your steps do not became locked in ice,
The ice which seems to surround me,
Envelop,
This decay that seems to curse all that is,
Before,
After,
When there is no escape,
No way to find,
That beaten path,
One that must now be walked upon,
With heavyfootsteps,
To leave all sign of life behind,
And never return to this trail again,
For this set is down,
Tear it down,
And let it burn,
Down,
In the sorrow and rage,
In this tender age

In The Middle

In a dream or in reality,
I seem to be connected to you,
To help you as you help me,
Whether it is known or not,
To our dreams we go,
Eyes closed,
And though all isn't a fairy tale,
I'm sure my dreams with yours,
Would shoot us beyond the stars